No one tells you that your 20s are going to be stressful/annoying.  In high school, I always thought... I can't wait for my 20s to be independent and free... no one warns you of the crazy bills, finding health insurance on your own and how figuring out what to do with your life actually sucks. On top of it all, people trying to tell you what they think you should be doing.

Side note: I moved back to NYC and I am so SO alive.  I can't tell you how much I feel alive... being here awakens my soul... I feel connected and fulfilled with the people, the energy, and the community I am beginning to become apart of.  People who used to be such a huge part of my life are being put down to the right place.  I was so consumed with approval that in trying to find that approval I became lost... but now I'm found again.

Back to my 20s sucking... um, what do you do when your heart wants you to do something else but youre being screamed at about finances and health insurances and told what to do with your life? So frustrating... give me a break I have been off a year broken and I need some time to figure out everything.

Life is a constant season of trust...  trust that God will do what He says He will for my life... praying for breakthroughs... 2012 let's go.